kecelaruan HATI

bagaimana nak ku mula.... hurmm.. aku tgh tension sbnrnye nih..

byk sgt problem yg dtg bagi salam kat aku.. tolong la.. time mcm ni, aku rasa cam nak lepak tepi pantai je.. tgk matahari terbit or terbenam..

otak ni dah penat.. dah xtawu nak fikir dgn waras.. siyes.. AKU TENSION..!!!

nnt2 la aku cite psl progress prob aku nih.. cuma aku nak mintak maaf la kat korg klu tiba2 angin aku ke laut.. otak x center, hati lagi r.. hilang terus alignment..

tension with big T~

sy tension...!!!! err.. tp xde reason.. boleh? grrrrrrr...

*nak gak bgth aku tgh tension.. lalalala (smbil pegang icon bersiul.. hehe)

tolong saya..!!!

err.. ni tajuk2 yg sy kena cari tuk presentation esok pagi.. uwaaa (nages gedix)..

1. method overview for list, set, map n queue
2. garbage collection
3. overview of memory management and garbage collection
4. overview of java's garbage collector
5. when does the garbage collector run?
6. how does the garbage collector work?
7. writing code that explicitly makes objects eligible for lollection

........................... ada lagi 11 sub-tajuk ...................................

uwaaa... penat nye nak buat..!!! azam, postpon presentation, xbuleh kerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr??? uwaaaaaaaaaa.. (sekeh je.. ngade2 lak nak nages2 nih.. huh.. suka na cari alasan.. xleh blah ko ..!)

the climb - miley cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
"you’ll never reach it"
Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,
’cause,

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith
Whoa, O Whoa

ni r lagu tuk up kan smgt aku lately aka akhir2 ni.. lagu ni klu ko faham, gunung 2 umpama masalah or korg nye halangan or pape je yg korg rasa leh nyusahkan korg.. it's all depend pada korg sama ada nak face bnda 2 or wat bodo.. hurmm.. betul2 wat aku layan kepala r lagu ni.. dgn keadaan aku yg tgh byk prob (korg tgk aku enjoy n hepy, kan.. tp ado ko tawu ati aku? non-ado..!) huh.. sabar ye wahai hati.. time 4 u to chill out akan sampai.. juz wait 4 that moment.. yiehaaaa..!!!

*bila ek aku pernah manja kan hati aku? smlm? mggu lps? bulan lps? thn lepas? 5 thn lepas? errr.. mcm xpernah je.. miahaha (gelak yg hanye aku je yg faham.. keh3.. giloo)

ke'busy'an diriku di office

adeh.. akhir2 ini.. aku busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy gler.. byk owh keje kat opis.. website dah bertambah.. opsss.. lupa nak khabo.. skrg ni aku kena 'tlg' pegang website MBI sementara tiqa cuti bersalin.. sblm 2, aku pegang MPM n MDTM je.. dah r MBI nak develop baru.. adoi.. plus2 keroje.. penat owh..

pas 2 de JAVA training lak.. ma'ai.. penat nyer.. klu stkt hands-on, larat la lagi.. tp ni kena wat presentation lak.. adeh.. kena cari bahan la, itu la, ini la (alasannnnnnnnnnnnnn sajo)... tp mmg byk keje, hokeh.. (reason aku lembab hapdet blog.. hikhik)

dgn life prob lagi.. pergh.. bertambah2 bengong kepala aku.. xkira..! esok pas keje, aku nak balik jumpa permata ati gak.. jom2 balik johor... ngeee :D

*nnt aku masuk kan story2 nan lalu mcm office open house (erk.. raye dah lama habis owh..) dulik..!!! nak masuk kan gak.. miahaha~

anything i'm not by lenka

I will never be
I will never be tall
No
And I will never be
Never ever
Be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world
So cruel to me
When all
All I ever want to be
Is anything I’m not

Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
I’m not

I will never be
I will never be you
No
I will always be
I will always be me
That I know
But oh
Even though
I’m happy being me
I want to get away
From all
This harsh reality
Oh

Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not

Yeah
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Oh
Anything I’m not

Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not

Yeah
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not

for u yg faham dgn lagu ni, hope u give me a break.. i'm too tired.. just let me be what i want to be.. u as my guardian angel, pls guide me n not set what i'm suppose to do.. even i know what i'm doing is not right for u but i know thats the best i should do.. i know u always 'watch' me from far.. i know what ur feeling toward me.. but pls.. I'M TOO TIRED to think bout u, him n them.. did world too cruel to me? i dont think so coz i know beside it, there's something waiting 4 me.. haha.. ayat xleh blah kan.. wuteva.. hurmm.. thx 4 everything.. i'll hapdet more often after this.. hehe.. lalalala~