*end of year = holidays = bz days..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku adalah diri aku dan xmungkin akan berubah menjadi diri kau yang semestinya bukan diri aku
err.. ni tajuk2 yg sy kena cari tuk presentation esok pagi.. uwaaa (nages gedix)..
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
"you’ll never reach it"
Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,
’cause,
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
Yeah-yeah
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby
It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith
Whoa, O Whoa
ni r lagu tuk up kan smgt aku lately aka akhir2 ni.. lagu ni klu ko faham, gunung 2 umpama masalah or korg nye halangan or pape je yg korg rasa leh nyusahkan korg.. it's all depend pada korg sama ada nak face bnda 2 or wat bodo.. hurmm.. betul2 wat aku layan kepala r lagu ni.. dgn keadaan aku yg tgh byk prob (korg tgk aku enjoy n hepy, kan.. tp ado ko tawu ati aku? non-ado..!) huh.. sabar ye wahai hati.. time 4 u to chill out akan sampai.. juz wait 4 that moment.. yiehaaaa..!!!
*bila ek aku pernah manja kan hati aku? smlm? mggu lps? bulan lps? thn lepas? 5 thn lepas? errr.. mcm xpernah je.. miahaha (gelak yg hanye aku je yg faham.. keh3.. giloo)
*nnt aku masuk kan story2 nan lalu mcm office open house (erk.. raye dah lama habis owh..) dulik..!!! nak masuk kan gak.. miahaha~
I will never be
I will never be tall
No
And I will never be
Never ever
Be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world
So cruel to me
When all
All I ever want to be
Is anything I’m not
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
I’m not
I will never be
I will never be you
No
I will always be
I will always be me
That I know
But oh
Even though
I’m happy being me
I want to get away
From all
This harsh reality
Oh
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Yeah
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Oh
Anything I’m not
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Yeah
Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
Anything I’m not
for u yg faham dgn lagu ni, hope u give me a break.. i'm too tired.. just let me be what i want to be.. u as my guardian angel, pls guide me n not set what i'm suppose to do.. even i know what i'm doing is not right for u but i know thats the best i should do.. i know u always 'watch' me from far.. i know what ur feeling toward me.. but pls.. I'M TOO TIRED to think bout u, him n them.. did world too cruel to me? i dont think so coz i know beside it, there's something waiting 4 me.. haha.. ayat xleh blah kan.. wuteva.. hurmm.. thx 4 everything.. i'll hapdet more often after this.. hehe.. lalalala~
mcm ri 2, mood aku tiba2 down to 0 n that's guy (yeah, thats guy name mohd zamhairi zulkifli aka aie) yg jadi mangsa.. huhu.. sory la aie.. xtaw nape u je yg jadi mangsa, kan, kan, kan.. dia r yg bwk aku g round kl.. kl ker? bukan ke u pon xtaw nak culik i ke mana kan.. kah3.. gedik owh di situ.. las2 kita g mkn kat mamak kat south ape ntah nama tempat 2.. n time 2, de lak iklan MU lawan tp aie leh xmo tgk bila, kan.. aku ni dah la duduk m'belakangkan screen.. tgk skali lalu.. tp bila nmpk MU, terus nak toleh lagi.. tp iklan dah tukar.. aku tnye aie, dia dgn slumber leh jawap 'ntah.. i tgk chelsea nye je'.. ces2.. agak xpuas ati aku di situ.. then, aku malas nak layan aie.. bila aku xlayan, ada ke dia kata 'sentap la 2'.. erk? sentap kah aku? pe hal ko ni cda? sket2 nak sentap.. that's not u, ok dear..
xpasal2 skrg ni aie gelar aku 'minah sentap aka emo'.. hoit..!!! suka ati u je kan nak bagi gelaran kat i.. huh..!
eh, jap.. byk gak gelaran yg aie bg kat aku.. ces..! xaci owh.. jap2.. ape ek gelaran2 dia:
1. dak kecik
2. labu
3. minah emo
4. minah sentap
5. dak comel
6. makcik
7. lalang (yg ni sgt xleh blah okeh)
*hamboi2.. byk na.. aku bagi sket je..
1. org tua (ni jrg owh)
2. labi (ni bila dia dah start guna labu)
3. doraemon (yg ni sgt snsitip.. dia xsuka.. aku dulik hape.. miahaha)
4. kiteretsu (mengapakah? aku pon xtawu pehal aku gelar cam 2)
5. pakcik (yg ni bila dia start pggil aku makcik.. oit..!)
*ni je kot.. klu aku igt lagi nnt, t aku upgrade.. wakaka..
yg penting skrg ni aku jd confused.. kenapa n mengapakah aku leh bertukar watak lak skrg ni? adakah aku sengal atau partner in crime aku yg sengal.. hak3.. nasib la kan sape yg rapat dgn aku.. lalala..
eh, aku rindu dia la.. sape ye? hurmm.. jap2.. thinking n thinking n thinking.. walalala.. eh, ptg ni nak buka ape ye?
adeh.. aku dah start xbetul dah ni..
p/s : aku tgh demam.. adakah kerana itu, otak ku jadi biol + bengong + sengal + senget???? lantokkk~
now, effect ubat2 tuh, abh akn pedih ulu hati klu xminum susu pagi2.. n dia sgt cepat lapo skrg.. itu effect yg kita nmpk kat mata kasar la kan.. yg kita xnmpk? yg mkn dlm? ada aku tawu? huh..!
**** sory.. ni entry wat wa panas, babe ****
camni.. aku ade 2org ibu.. ibu 1st (ibu kandung aku) bernama SALOMA BTE ZAINAL.. dgn ibu ni, aku de 4 org adik beradik.. n aku ank ppuan tunggal.. clear?
tahun 2005, ibu aku meninggal coz eksiden.. so, by law, abah aku jadi duda la kan.. selopeh brape tahun, abah aku kawen lain.. *brape tahun ek? jap.. aku korek balik kotak memori aku jap*
hurmm.. klu xsilap aku, tahun 2007 kot.. . kali ni abh kawen dgn SAFIAH BTE AHMAD.. ni pon aku panggil ibu gak.. *xde maknanye kitorg nak bezakan ibu kandung n ibu tiri, okeh*
dgn ibu baru, kitorg dpt sorg adik ppuan.. Nur Anis Syafiqah.. so, skrg ni dah ade 2org ppuan la dlm adik bradik aku.. got it? so, adik bradik aku dah jadi 5 orang la..
pasal mama, papa, ayah, mak & umi lak.. meh aku terangkan kat cni..
mama n papa adlh kakak n abg ipar abah aku.. merangkap makcik aku la.. dr kecik mmg kitorg panggil mama n papa.. umi lak, adik abah aku.. merangkap makcik aku gak.. masa kecik dulu, aku panggil dia auntie.. tp de 1 ari 2, aku terpanggil dia umi zaidah (zaidah adlh nama makcik aku ni).. terus dia suh we ols pggil dia umi.. ayah n mak pulak adlh family angkat aku kat Baling, Kedah.. so? clear kah anda dgn kenyataan ku ini?
2 je r cite pasal family aku.. hope entry ni leh wat korg sume clear.. c ya ;)
akad nikah
baca perjanjian.. hehe
seperti biasa, every 1st raye (xkira r raye aji o raye pose) sume wajip dtg umah aku *err... xde r wajip tp mmg sume kumpul umah aku ler* coz pas solat raye, sume org masjid akan dtg mkn & kira duit tabung masjid kat umah aku.. *masa kecik dulu, part ni yg aku suka sbb diorg akn mintak bntuan kami yg kanak2 nih tuk kira.. pas 2 dpt duit raye... hoyeh2* event nih dah jd rutin dr sblm aku lahir lagik coz dulu atuk aku pengerusi masjid.. skrg lak, bapak aku yg take over *wah.. ank pengerusi masjid rupanye aku ni.. bila ko nak pakai tudung, cda? ces..!*
pagi2 morning, cam biasa, kemas umah tuk hidang mknn tetamu.. agkt meja dr kedai jiran, *kiri kanan n depan umah aku adlh kedai mkn* susun mknn, buat air, susun kusi n cawan bagai..
bila tetamu dtg, sume larikk ke dapur... mkn, mkn, mkn, kutuk, ngumpat, buli, dgki, nages, gelak... miahaha *gler kepala ni bila sume dah berkumpul*
tetamu balik, kami kembali ke depan.. tp bukan tlg ngemas.. hehe.. took picture 1st.. itu penting owh.. meh layan jap.. lalala~